Am I the only one?

Am I the only one that think this way or, korang pon same macam I?

I know, for some people , it's really hard to be such an expressive people. You can simply voice out about what you like, what you hate or anything. For me, it's hard. Until I was 19, I never ever said I love you mama or I love my family when we met. 2012 was the most critical year for me. I lost my dream , my love one and I lost to myself for being selfish. All this time I never realize, how important my family is. Before, I only called home when I need money. I never asked whether my parents or my younger sibling are doing alright. See how selfish I was.

A lot of conflict occur.

Lost the love one was the great pain.

It's been a while since I met love.

And yeap, never get to meet the love until the end.

I'm sorry love.

I love you.

I'll always pray for you in my solat.

Lost to myself.

After all the conflict and stuff, I realized that, there always a place call home.

My FAMILY.

All the awkward years, and I lost a lot of precious time space out myself from my very own family makes me so ashamed of myself.

Whenever I need them, they always with me.

I always get mad when my lil fairy wanna to follow what I did or what I wear.

I never realize that she respect me.

I never say I love you toward her. 

Not even once.

But I did it last night.

She was a lil bit hesitate.

Yeah, all 18 years of her life, I never said it.

I'm sorry my lil fairy.

I do love you.

But it's better late than never right?

Oh, right.

Bout being expressive and such.

I have two boys insight.

Superman and Ben 10.

Superman, for me is super cool. But then, we rarely talked to each other for quite sometime.

Ben 10, I don't really know bout the real feeling of him.

As you people know, I'm not good at expressing my feeling.

That's all.

Love,

Mia

I'm gonna leave you people with Carly Ray Jepsen.

lol